a brand new year
January 01, 2007
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2006 ended. and im feeling pretty emo about it. 2006 had been such a wonderful year. i just had diffculty expressing what i want to say suddenly. and since its 2007, it means that results will be out pretty soon.
i started this year with a sore throat. yes. im not feeling very good but i still can make it. you see, i do LOVE to be
LOVED. i mean who dont ? but, like what i told jacyln. i dont want to be involve in a relationship now. i dont know what's stopping me. but someone ask me a question yesterday and it strikes me thinking. am i turning homosexual ? so im here to tell you. no. im straight and i still like guys. perhaps i have been staying single for too long. perhaps that's what stopping me. but whatever it is, its a brand new year and im set on being single still. for how long im not sure. but it will be quite some time till i found the right person. im not going to rush into a relationship i know wouldnt be stable.
im saying all this for a reason. so now, i've make up my mind. it takes courage for me to make this decision. whatever the result will be, i wont regret. i know what i am typing now doesnt make any sense. but what matters is i understands.
im going to enjoy this year. whoever is going to pull me down, i wont allow you to do that. i will be strong. and whenever i fall, i will pick myself up.
goodbye, pretty 2006.
