WHAT RUBBISH
October 06, 2006
okay. fine. ' what rubbish ' is offensive to some people.
do i always speak with a tone that sounds offensive ? please tell me, people. to me, i dont think i speak offensively. perhaps i really do. so ANOTHER incident happend cos of me speaking the wrong thing. and ONCE again, i dont think im in the wrong. why do i always attract these type of problems ?
yea. so he chose not to scold me yesterday night but today morning outside the class. how IRONY. hey come on. i said it like yesterday night and he just remember it today morning ?! making a trip up to the fourth floor to 4e1 just to scold me and the 3 history students. how hardworking. and he went saying he's a teacher. not my friend. so i cant speak to him like this. and he didnt expect the words to come out from me. please teachers, dont expect so much from me. im just a simple student who study in bendemeer. im not some goody good students. there's a devil in everyone of us. and i have mine. why do all the teachers say the same thing ? miss ong said the same words as mr malcolm tan. - ' i didnt expect that to come from you. i was SHOCKED. '
i didnt realize im such a good student in their eyes. i dont understand. from today onwards, im not going to say ' what rubbish ' and ' shit ' and all those words that MIGHT be offensive. im sure anyone who knows me WELL ENOUGH knows my character. i speak what i want to speak. life is already so miserable. i still have to take note of what words to say and not to say, wouldnt it be more miserable ?
you reprimand me. you're my teacher. not my friend. you can joke with us, but we cant joke with you. you can reprimand us, but we cant. cos you're more superior than us. FINE FINE AND FINE. i understand it all and i accept it. i apologise for saying it. but that doesnt mean i admit im in the wrong. just like what mr lee kuan yew said. he apologise for saying it but he doesnt admit its his wrong.
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finally its the weekend. but im feeling so so so tired. im tired of thinking so much. i dont want to care so much. dont we have freedom of speech ? its so tiring keeping some words you want to say. tell me people, if you cant take jokes. so i wouldnt fool around with you. and there wouldnt be any misunderstandings.
didnt went to school yesterday. diarrhoea. thanks so much to the people who care. (:
my BELOVED jacyln. :D
my DARLING ZHU.
my LOVE.
sweetie xinni and carmen.
and not forgetting ang-ku-kueh, janice and liming.
it doesnt mean that i didnt write your name down means i dont appreciate. just that these people are so sweet i had to write down their name. (:
