- creepy feeling.
June 23, 2006
i had a conversation yesterday night with former my former class, 2e2. its really messy but then its ultra fun when we talked about soccer. so we all guessed wrongly the results of brazil vs japan. anyway, it was fun. it turn out 4-1.
i always get this creepy feeling when strangers add me up in msn or when people viewed me in friendster. i just get those feeling. so someone added me in msn yesterday. but i didnt get the chance to talk to him. so now, i know he's from some weird place call seychelles and he's 14. but when he show me his photo. he looked like 19 to me. and so , he said he added me cos he thinks i know his friend call nathaniel. BUT , i dunno anyone name nathaniel or damian. ( his name is damian ) . i got abit tensed up while ANSWERING his qns. so i decided he's dangerous after he asked to meet. and i blocked him in msn. call me paranoid or whatever. but thats how i feel. even when someone nick in msn said someone is a bitch or whatever. i would think that he or she is talking about me. not that i feel guility. its just how my mind works.
and now i know who viewed me in friendster. i dont mind those who i know. but people who i dont know actually view me. so, my mind started thinking again. and usually those thoughts freak me out. pohyee told me to relax abit. just like that time when fion suddenly send me smile out of nowhere. and i thought she's trying to make a fool out of me. my mind works in some alien way. ultra paranoid.
school's starting on monday. mixed emotions about it. anyway, fan wei qi 's song are nice.
