false hopes
April 22, 2006
stop it. you are driving me nuts. you really are. i wanted to help you. suddenly, i just felt that she's right. im just a friend. and already those continuously calls. what abt her ? im sure you are driving her nuts too. so stop it. im really fed up. super duper fed up. i did not picked up means im not picking up ! you dont need to call and call and call right ? what she say is so true. you always did that. and its UTTERLY irritating. yes. she has her own faults too. you have yours too ! wake up. and change please. you must stop your "calling non-stop" habit. you MUST. it will drive any girl nuts. and if you dont change, im afraid no one can tolerate that.
its exam week. and im really trying to study. and you and her problem. and all your darn calls are really DRIVING ME NUTS. im sorry but you have to solve it yourself this time. i dont want to bother anymore. i gave up on both of you. wake up and do something to it. whats with you guys bickering always. there's always problems between you two. so why stay together ? does it make you happy ? and PLEASE stop saying you regret. because its your own choice. its your decision in the first place. so stop all this nonsense. everytime, when both of you have some dumb quarrels you will call me. and you start saying you regret. you regret is your own problem. i dont give a damm to it. why do you always have to raise that incident up again ?! you are really driving me nuts. you forced me to divert all calls. you forced me to tell my parents all about it. i really cant take it please. STOP IT. i need peace. i dont want to be the nice girl to always console you. i dont want to solve your problem between you and her. i dont want to bother any of it. i really need peace. so i hope you understand. you are a man. stop acting like a girl. do something to it. tears wont do anything.
im sorry. im just overly stressed. just give me peace. thanks.
