unfaithful -
February 24, 2006
don't promise anything you can't do at all. guys esp..guys, don't promise anything that you can't even keep. don't say " i love you forever " .. don't say " i will be with you forever " .. don't say those words. don't say any promises when you know you can't even keep and at the end, you still break your promises. it will hurts a lot.
for almost a year, and they are going to end off just like this. where has the feeling gone? the once so lovey dovey couple had now become some sort of strangers. is this worth ? the guy especially, how can you still face her ? how can you still face other people. you are with her and at the same time, what are you doing ? shouldn't you be reflecting? i feel like giving you a tight slap. i feel like scolding you. you hurt my friend. and i'm sure you are going to hurt even more girls. maybe not
her..... but you seriously need some wake up call,
bastard. urgh -
guys.. *shake head*common test this week. screwed up some subjects i think. anyway, have guides today. no comments on it. i have been hearing so much that i really had enough. enough of rumours ! i think my ear is going to burst soon. i don't know. i realized every year, every year during this period of time, conflicts, rumours just started flying like rocket. and and, it always fly to my ears too. its utterly irritating i must say.
oh well....a lot of things have been evolving around me. reality hurts har ? if only we could run away from reality. it just hurts too much. run away from the truth and live in your own world. won't it be good ? at least, no one will be hurt. don't give me false hopes. been dreaming a lot. haha. -
after guides went to eat with hwan, jiat and steph. started chatting about primary school. and i realized i missed pri school so much. be it may primary or farrer park. where has shuying gone ? nicole ? and of course miss chen.. stupid stephanie has to bring up about me and him. okay, we laugh about it and get over it. and she started talking about how sweet boon leong is. and get me involved again. and off she go again on how fit junxiang is. and blah blah blah. okay, i admit i missed pri school life. there's just so much memories. great memories especially. innocent days har ? we played with guys, beat them and bickered with them. while the guys, they will tease you, pull your hair and all those stuffs. and you will chased after them. childish it might seem but its just so fun. you won't care about looks and you have all those puppy loves. its sweet, ain't it ? how i wish i could travel back to the past and be a kid again. just give me 2 days to be in the past. time machine perhaps?
perhaps one day, i will invent the time machine and travel to the past. have some
REAL fun and correct some stupid mistakes i made. (:
i love everything of you -
