January 17, 2006
school was boring.
i had cramps. i just super duper ultra hates it. i couldn't run yesterday. yes. during PE, i have to stop at the last round. the pain was killing me. and i took painkillers from stephanie. i think i could faint if i continue running yesterday. assembly talk was about some how to be thrifty stuffs. i couldn't help turning. sometimes, i really wished i have the powers to read people's minds. if i have the ability, i would have know how exactly he felt. but, wouldn't that be having no privacy at all? just give me that ability for a hour will do. i could confirm the feelings. its no doubt he still have feelings for the previous girl in his life. and i know it would still be long before he could really put the past behind him. i'm really thinking, when he text me, is it because he wants to more about his ex ? i sure hope is not . i regret not going for that event. things change at that point of time. and i hate him for changing. i hate many things about him. but at the same time, i can't stop that feeling. which i think i'm really very dumb.
there's many things i want to write it out. but there's no privacy. it takes effort not to write normally. to make sure i did not mention anything about his name or things that are too way obvious that SHUXIN and WENDY would guess it.
anyway, starting of chem practical was kinda horrible.
sian yang sort of blow his top. and he doesn't teach as well as mrs. ho. during practical, mrs. ho always helps us. correct our mistakes.
sian yang just walk around. chatted with the guys mostly. what a yucky
sian yang.
not so near.. or things would get worse..
