2006
January 01, 2006
2006 is here and 2005 is over.
a brand new year awaits me. i should be feeling really happy about it. but surprisingly, i'm not feeling happy about it. maybe those sad music is affecting me. i'm currently listening to a jap song. though i don't understand a single word shes singing, but they call it the " song of peace " . her voice am so sweet and it makes me want to cry.
my mind is filled with thoughts about him. i'm not afraid to mention about this. however, i'm scared of revealing his name. haha. i know this is contradicting. but, as long as i understands this myself, it doesn't matter. its only the first hour of 2006 and of course i'm thinking back of those events that happen in 2005. lately, just before 2006, things just happen out of nowhere. maybe i'm just putting too much thoughts in it.
i can't set my mind to relax. there's just too much problems evolving around me. no doubt 2006 will be a hectic year for me. but still, i will enjoy it. i just found out something which i can't stop pondering. i helped my dad to retrieve a mms. its a image. its a image of a woman. a married woman. and when my dad reaized i saw it, he just snapped the phone real quick and walked away. i'm trying not to think about it. trying to make myself believe that they are just normal friends, giving each other their photos to keep in contact. that its just something simple and there's nothing to it. i told my bro about it and he said there's nothing to worry about. i do hope its just as simple as that.
anyway, i have 3 tickets to watch campus superstar live at their studio. and i'm still wondering whether i should go. it would be boring as there won't be our own school superstar there, i think.
Gundam Seed is a nice anime. my bro rented the discs and we watched it together. i watched the final episodes yesterday night and its really depressing. many died because of jealously and hatred. frankly, i love the show. and now that i know who is kira yamato, it reminds me that chengjin called himself kira yamato. i'm speechless to that. Kira is no doubt a really nice looking character. and so is athrun. oh well.. comments are better keep to oneself. ( :
oh. i went to the x'mas carol concert at singapore conference hall. the band performance was great. so is the choir. they sang great, though i nearly fall asleep during the first half of the concert. its mrs poon's applaud that woke me up. she was sitting at the same as me. and when i was dozing off, i heard some applauding very ENTHUSIASTICLY. haha. i'm not trying to be sarcastic. but she's really very
high about it.
chatted with siang choong online. and when i said i was utterly happy being single, i smiled to myself. cos' that is so
true...
