a fairytale....
December 27, 2005
i feel like crying today.....i had already give it up. i told myself to stop thinking about it and i DID. why do you have to be so cruel to open up my wound again and again. maybe i had never forgotten about it at all. maybe i'm still holding on to it. its just that i wouldn't face it. but to me, avoiding it is the best choice.
a part of me wants to tell someone all about it. however, the other part of me didn't want anyone to know about it at all. if only i could run up the streets and split everything out to a unknown stranger who i wouldn't meet ever again. it would be so great. maybe keeping all to yourself would be a better choice.
my dream was a perfect ending.
