August 08, 2005
i'm sad, depressed , what ever you called it. am so vexed and confused right now. i suppose i can't get used to it. oh well... i have to make up my mind and try to distract my attention. i have to give up and think of other stuffs. don't worry guys, i'm well prepared for this.
or maybe not.
i bet you guys don't even know what i'm blabbering about.
anyway, i think i'm gaining kilos from the way i stuffed myself with food. i''m worried that i might be another case of dengue fever. bless me please. i have gotten like a
dozen hundred mosquito bites. (( x
i'm despo for guys right now. i actually have the intention to flirt with him today ! oh gawd ! thinking back i feel so dumb. i should have find some nice guys better than him . dumb me. blame it on him and nobody else. blame it on me . i need a hug. i need people. i need support. i need
him............
why did this have to happen ? why didn't you wait ?
