July 09, 2005
I'm utterly surprised. one side of me are happy, another side of me seems so unhappy. This position. I'm still not convinced . I still think i dont deserve it. this stuff cant get out of my head. i knew i have to stop thinking. even hwan called me to stop thinking so much. but how can i dont?i kept thinking. think about friends. think about this position. think about the stuffs i have to do. think about all the pressure . all the stress. think about my studies, about my life, and him. what can i say ? im stumped. im loss for words.help me.anyway, the fireworks are so gorgeous. oh . those piercings are so alluring. (( : This world is so fake. Life is such an illusion.
