July 25, 2005
i'm so sick of some people. i'm sad. i'm depressed. is life still worth carrying on ?
went to hospital to visit grandma . the hospital seems to be like a market. can't they just speak softly ? some patients need to rest . it's just so inconsiderate of them to speak so EXTREMELY loud. and can't they at least see me trying to study there ? okay, i know i'm not suppose to be studying in the hospital. so partly is my fault. but what choice do i have ? in the end , at least i found a more quiet place.
i don't understand my dad's family. my grandma have not even passed away and yet you people are already discussing about the funeral. shouldn't adult be more sensible than a child ? saw my cousin(S) yesterday night at the hospital. i really do like them. sort of admire their looks and stuff. if only we were more close .
vijay is confirmed of having dengue fever. let's hope he get well soon. (( :
i'm so confident i will fail my physics CT. i left blanks here and there. don't have sufficient time to finish. guess i have to depend on luck to pass. let's hope. :)
dedicated to this particular person :stop acting as if you are really mature and stuff. because you ain't a single mature. you are even more KIDDY then me. the way you are in msn and sms are totally different from your real self. so stop trying to be someone who you aren't . your acting skills are really poor too. brush up on ur skills before even trying. i despise people like you. stop condraticting yourself. make up your mind. i hate indecisive men . you lied. and that's the reason why i hated you in the first place. just leave me alone. i can't bear with all this pain....
