April 27, 2005
been how long since a blog ? it's been such a chore of blogging.
and guess wat ? it's blardee wednesday todae. n i jus simply hate the weather. yes. the super warm n humid weather. and the worse thing is.. the seat of my in class... ish alwae so warm .. and guess why ? thanx to grandpa sun. the sun juz kept shinin on my back. and it's so reali warm in class. exams is juz next week. yea. exams is arnd the corner ONCE AGAIN.
i get so easily irritated tis few days. argh. n i reali wish i could see the true self of one person. let's juz hope im tinking too much. let's juz keep our fingers cross.
and oh yar. im hating our sch uniform so much. compare to other school's uniform.. ours ish absolutely UGLY ! argh. and now.. how i wish i went to others school instead of well-known BENDEMEER. n how i wish i could start my life over again. a brand new life.
feeling kinda down lately. no idea why.. tinking of alot of things. im juz reali worried abt my mum. hais. and there's exams. and there's many things which i hab to tink abt seriously. if only life is much more simpler. if only people doesnt hab so much problems. if only i stop thinkin so much.
hahas. i juz remembered sth. juz now.. on my way homee... a dog suddenly barked at me. and the most embarassin thin ish i shouted. yea. n many many people saw. and is all my FRIENDS ! stupid shaohui still luff at me. argh. he dun walk the same way with me den i will not be so suay le wat.
uhms. life is getting bored. no excitement. no freedom. guess now.. my mind shld only be studies and no more other things.
no more guys stuff , serene. concentrate.
