April 16, 2005
am feeling kinda down lately. dun reali feel like bloggin much. not sure whether i shld close it. or find a brand new skin. uhms.. = /
things get so out of hand sometimes. argh. people do change i guess. i dun understand. i guess im getting abit dumb now.
i've change. i noe. im not like last time. study n study animore. i hate studyin now. but wat can i do ? life's such a drag. dere's no excitement in life. i wan to live my live to the fullest. i dun wan to spend most of time studyin like some nerds. i wan to do the things i wan.
i dunno wat am i toking. people might sae me n him are compatiable. but the fact is no. i noe how i feel. i might hab a lil feeling fer him. but ... in my heart.. i noe even if we r together.. we cant get along reali well.. no sense of security. we r two different worlds. argh. i dunno wat nonsense im toking now.
oh yar. before i end.. i wan to sae that..
i hate daniel seto. yea. thanx to him im tinkin so much .argh !
