March 27, 2005
hmmm.. changing skin n add soon. hahas. (( x im lame. all thx to carmen n her lameness during camp. lols. she's funny. (( : aniwae.. sunburnt aint getting aniwhere.guess i hab to go sch in tis manner. i can start imagine what people will sae. goodness. dere goes my pretty face.oh well.aniwae.. i tink im getting old. my memories are deteriorating. im spastic i guess.life ish getting great.are getting in touch wit my obs frenz.n guess wat? i saw au wanting! wanting!!!! my long lost pri sch friend.she's my bestest best friend during pri sch. yupz. she's the best gal i ever meet.she's stil the same. shy. im starting to mish my pri sch mates.yesh. i mish kelvin tan. i mish zaniel. (( :i mish xuehua n michelle. yea. i juz mish dem lots. and of coz. i mish my obs mates. yesh. i mish dem lots.zila n hanif juz sms me. it feel so good to be toking to dem once again.was chattin with jiat. we are all toking abt going back to obs. heex.i gues eu nv noe when to cherish it until its gone. people. dere's some things which im tinking lately.since im single rite now. yea. and i bet some of ur dun even noe tat.the relationship between me n zhenghui ish over i guess. (( : i feel sorri fer it. yesh. but it's over. time to carry on with my beautiful life. my future. maybe unexpected things may happen.but im going to follow wat my heart says.im going to follow my heart. to do wat my heart what my mind calls me to do. tis shall be the new me ehx? hahas. im getting too emotional. i noe im still sad over some things. but im tryin to look at the positive side. i juz lurbee obs. it taught me alot of logical n meaningful things in life. now my life ish filled with colours. abt the secret between me n janice. tat thing. im still not sure. maybe it's juz simply a small crush. juz hope things could get better. n hope im getting clearer of the view. yea. im not sure wat im toking abt. but.. in my mind.. in my heart... tis brand new me... ish tinking of some meaningful things in life. heex. i love my life suddenly. i lurbe everythin im given. i lurbee my friends. i juz lurbee everything. life aint tired once euu tink of the positive side. janice and wenz.... both of euu. euu both are my buddies. are one of my best buddies. tink of the bright side. eu two shld go obs. after eu go obs.. ur point of view on things wil definitely change. (( : juz tink of the bright side ehx? life ish full of ups n downs. unexpected things juz happen. but dere are miracles too. i juz wan eu all to rmb... includin cow lyn tat moii, emperor seRENE, = p am here fer ur no matter wat. juz rmb tat kaes? hahas. im too emotional now. hahas. thx to obs. but i still love it. bye guys. i hab finish my speech. thou i hab lots of things to sae abt me n him. yea. but... it's better to leave it simple. instead of COMPLICATED. (( x to serve to strive and not to yield. my life, my future, my one n only.......
