December 26, 2004
tis yr is reali such a bad yr fer me.
everythin had not gone well.
it's juz too bad im not like valerie.
everythin had not been well fer her. but....
everythin fall backs.
fer me..............
it juz the opposite.
everythin has not gone well.
not even now.
hais.
y ish my life alwae like tis?
tis ish so freakin idiotic.
im sad! reali sad!
reali fan. reali!
anione actually noe how i feel now?
no one does.
no one bother.
mum in hospital.
life sux.
my life sucks.
life is meaningful?!
i dun tink so.
where's all the happiness?
wat has happen?
oh damn..
my life is like hell.
im tired.
reali tired.
no one is at home.
nv.
whose doin all the chores in the house when mum sick?
anione notice how my hand has become so rough coz of doin the houseworks?
im not complaining.
but how come people dun notice?
the guys in the house?
wat hab ur been doin?
hab ur contributed anythin?
anythin at all?
except eatin.
slping.
doin wateva u wan to do.
who throw the rubbish?
who wash the cups when ur drank finish?
who boil the water when the water hab finish?
who sweep the floor?
who clean the floor?
who help ur take in the clothes?
who help ur fold the clothes neatly?
who iron the clothes?
who do all tis things?
me! me ! and me!
im tired.
reali tired.
been doin all tis things.
yet no one notice how hard i hab been tryin?
mum is sick.
dad's temper is bad.
gor hab been complainin y we shld visit her everydae.
she's our mum!
she's the person who hab been doin the chores.
cook fer us.
work hard fer us.
everythin fer us.
it's seldom dad who make us happi.
she alwae tolerate with dad.
i cant tolerate dad.
his temper is reali bad.
but mum...
becoz of us.
becoz of tis family.
= [
reali hope mum will get well soon.
i promise. n i swear.
when she's okay.
i will help her with all the chores.
n not be lazy.
n wont find excuse.
i promise.
plsss..................................
juz plss...............
hais
