December 17, 2004
i hate myself so much.
i reali hate.
y muz i be born so ugly.
w/ tis yucky ugly face of my?
how come so many people is so xin fu.
either dey hab stead.
or dey hab someone like dem. admire dem.
dey all r happi.
dey all get noticed by others.
where's my cheerful mood gone?
haizz.
i miss sec 1s period.
it's the best.
where i stil hab him.
n all tat. n other guys.
n everythin else.
but it's all gone.
goneee.
everythin gone.
n im left to envy dem.
left to feel jealous.
left to sulk to myself.
is tis my life?
im real sad.
n i reali wanna cry.
wat's my life turnin into?
how come i alwae hab so much problems?
how come i born to be such an ugly person. ?
i hate myself so much.
tis is so bitter.
tis is reali so sad.
im heartbroken. i gonna break down.
i wanna cry. i reali wanna cry.
= [ im reali sad.
can someone plss help me.
i dunoo wat to do.
i dunno wat i can do.
i hate it.
