September 26, 2004
im so sad... .... .... i reali am..
haiz..
muz dey hide from me. i reali hate liars. im so sad. exams r comin. and y everytime things muz happen during the exams period. haiz. y muz people change. i miss sec 1. i reali miss sec 1. y muz all tis happen. juz coz of him?! y does peeps hab to change. i dun wanna all tis to happen. i reali dun wan. u tink it's great? haiz. life reali sucks. shld i go? or shld i not? shld i go n see dem being so close. how i wish i dun nid to go sch. n face dem. see how close they r. see how their realationship is so gd. c how dey lie. im so sad . things change le bah. we hab to change too bah. mebbie tis is all fate. im glad we will be streamed tis yr. hais. guess i change alot. dey change alot too. im reali juz gonna close my eyes. pretend i've never see anythin. to prevent me from being so sad?! im washin my hands off tis matter i guess. dey wan to choose him. i wont force dem.
life sucks...
