August 04, 2004
valerie!!! haha. write ya name first. in case i forgot later on. hehe.
well... peeps. im again. sittin here writin tis lame thingy.
tis is a diary rite? i thought diary is suppose to b a secret or sth. =/
y am i aloowin other to read my diary. haha.
todae. sch was.... mmm...... =[ .... dunno y. mebbie coz everyone is feelin low. i myself oso. hais. read jacyln blog. reali sometimes wonder y shld we form tis thing. it is juz gettin so frustratin n everythin. i dunno wat the hell happen. neither do i noe who to trust. i cant trust anyone. i tell dem wat... dey tell others wat. a secret cant b leak. i cant trust anyone. i dun hab any gd frenx i muz admit. how i wish i can alwae stay home. dun bother to go sch. everydae pon sch.
tis few days hab been feelin kinda frustratin n hot temper. reali. i admit. mebbie is coz of **** =x pms?! i dunno. im not like last time anymore. sec 1.... im sho happy everydae. i reali am. ever since tat thing happen. life change i guess. everyone has its different character n temper. i do noe tat. but it's hard goin arnd tryin to tolerate w/ everythin peeps do. things change tis yr. =[ frenx or not frenx? gd frenx or not gd frenx?! i dun wan to tink abt it. i dun wan to blow tis thing up. sometimes i wish we go our separate way. like tis not much problems le. but den................................... hais. dun understand alot of peeps. dun even understand myself. i dunno wat's wrong w/ me mann. gettin so hot tis few days. mebbie i reali hate her. i juz dun wanna admit. mebbie im jealous. i dunno.
i reali dunno. thingy has not been goin smoothly i guess. esp todae. i dunno wat happen. i seems ok when i cum sch. but den. i started feelin so moody. coz of some things which i dunno wat izzit. =/ * told me sth. im sho damn angry w/ ** lo. i mean wat's wrong w/ **... if ** not happi w/ *... ** nid to go tell ****** mehx? hai dao * so sad. hais. dunno mann. wat's wrong mann. i cant FIGURE IT OUT!!! it is juz sho frustratin. can someone solved tis idiotic thing?. mebbie if everyone juz shut ur mouth... dun sae how u feel. juz keep it in ur heart. it will b the best. nothin happen. no quarells. no nothin. im a person who cant keep my own secret. i hab to sae it. but den i reali dunno who to tell. i nid someone close. yet the person close to me leak out all the secrets i hab said b4. i dun trust anyone. everyone is so evil. they all hab motive. they all hab horns. life sux. = (
IT SUCKS SHO MUCH!!!!
hais. todae is juz another dae of problems. had our lit paper back. *no comments*
had new sci teacher in our sch. had two odd peeps in our sch. black people. from other countries. they look odd. the female covered herself too much. oni her face exposed to the air oni i suppose. = / so odd. hais. hais. im gettin mad soon over tis things. if * n ** not like tis. i wont b like tis too. hais. i cant b bothered anymore. im gonna shut my mouth, close my eyes n everythin. im gonna oni care abt my OWN business. n not others. im not gonna bother abt everythin. cant take it anymore. if tis continue im gonna go mad soon.
2 person in a team has lesser quarells. the more people in a team, the more problems. but more heads is alwae better den 2 heads. = /
