July 22, 2004
lalalalalas.
wat a boring dae.
wat a nice weather.
and yet we have to go run.
sweatin under lovely weather.
woke up todae. the fone rang.
janice called. sae dun wanna take taxi le.
i was reali pissed off. called kwangta to tell him.
lucky he nv call anyone else to tak the taxi. or else.....
den whine to my mum. so in the end. dad fetch me.
haha. and kwangta. =/
gross...
my dad kept callin me to b careful n everythin.
den kwangta kept teasin. freak.
reach macritchie reservoir.
kinda depressed. kinda down. was sort of alone.
reali lonely.
wanted to run w/ dem. but den. if i go dere. beri extra.
hais. dun in the end ran w/ eepeng.
wanted to run wan. den shushen tired. so i waited fer her.
=D ran n ran n walk n walk. somehow i walk alot alot. lols.
saw edmund. haha. funny.he din hab 2 run.
on duti. gd lo.
junxiang oso dun nid 2 run.
i forgot to gib the card to dem. oh great.
im the last in the race. idiotic.
im such an idioit.
prize givin. rushmore n everest! yea!
kept cheerin w/ jeremy,amy dey all.
n i scream n scream like crazi woman. =/
finish. saw huiwen. found jac n jan.
went to tp.
felt abit mmm. extra?!
i too thick-skinn le bah. kept goin w/ dem.
now i officially hab no frenz. =(
im sad, lonely , renie........ how great! =[
things r gettin so out of hand.
common test r juz next wk. idiotic.
went tp eat mac .
kinda full. saw lotsa bendemeerians.
sat 31 bus home.
saw melvin n leonard? spellin mistake? uh =/
went home.
blardee tired.
study n slept.
woke up n ate. im gonna get fat. "_"
janice: im kinda angry w/ u tis mornin. but now no. ok? tis few days reali feel so down n everythin. feelin so lonely. jac n wenz r close. u r close to both of dem. im juz an extra. shushen n sinyee r close. im reali juz too thickskinned. too thickskin, kept holdin on to ur. i dunno. i reali feel so sad. the feelin of being lonely is not gd. no frenx to chat w/ u. no one to care fer u. everythin else. common test r juz next wk. i reali wan to concentrate. will sort tis all out after common test.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn? mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
sad. extra lonely renie = thickskin,idiotic,extra,no one likes her, no gd frenx. =[
