May 20, 2004
keex..=/ uh..tired..juz watch harry potter and the chamber of secrets..wen lend me..sho i go watch..nice..keex..but u read the book more exciting...keex..i tink la..=p hmmm..todae get back chinese n lit result..mmm..lit got 77...mmmm..hahax..happi wif it bah..keex..=p den chinese i got 77!!!hahax...i actually got an a1!!! omg..me sho happi sia..my chinese leh!!lolx..i improve alot man..from 64 to 77..happi!!! =0 lolx...mmm..den todae ms ong nv come...some relieve teacher came in..den cant plae!!hmmpf!!muz read storybk!!hmmmpf!! wat's the big deal..bleah!! =p mmmm..den did we get any other papers back??mmm..i dun tink so...keex..tmr will b gettin history..mmm..reali wish could get gd results..=p sianx..den todae recess idiot wan lo!!!hmmpf!!dun wanna tok abt it..was reali angry..was sho dao mei!!!got some gravy poured on my skirt n blouse!!hmmmpf!!that guy cannot see properly huh??n that gal who curse me!!u better watch out man..still luff until like that...hmmmpf!!! fark u man...hmmmpf!!bitch!!
*sigh* todae after sch..went home straight away..coz reali got nothin to do..mmm..den went home..tell me mummy my results..den watch harry potter lo..den me mei oso came in to watch..den halfway thru..me mummy switch on the room aircon!!! weee!! mummy i lurveeee u man..keex.. =/ lolx..thx man..i was like sho warm..keex..mmm..todae sec 3 ppl went fer camp..ooh..i wan oso..MOE MAY ADVENTURE CAMP LEH!!! wah lao..my former pri sch lo..hmmpf!!i wan to go oso..sianx.. =0 he call me todae alot of times..i was watchin show..sho i didnt wan to b disturbed..mmm..btw..i reali got to sae sth..mmmm..i guess wen oso got discovered la.. well..mmm i juz feel that u r a flirt...i dunno..[u noe hu u r] i reali dunno..mmmm..i juz feel that u juz treat me as ur "soare tyre"..like when u n her got problems u will come find me..and i noe im ur mei..sho u r my gor...gor got problems shld find mei..but i reali dunno..it's not tat i like u..u dun get mistaken..i reali dun anymore..i've been tellin u not to call me...but u stilll call..and is like most of the times u call is coz either u r bored or sth gone wrong between u n her..tis thing have been kept in me heart fer a long time le..i noe everythin is like goin against u..but i juz hate to b a spare tyre!!u understand??u told me..u sort of regret ur choice..but it's alwae when sth bad happen to both of ur den u sae!! u regret??is none of my business..in the first place u alreadi left me fer her lo..u alreadi break me heart lo...and i am suppose to b angry wif u..and u r at least suppose to sae sorri..did u??no!!i was the first to tok to u..i dunno lo..it's like..everytime u got problem wif her..u willsure come tell me..u tell me got use mah??u say u wanna die..go la..as if i care..[sorri if i sound abit harsh] but is juz like i reali sori of dislike guys who cry..u understand??i noe guys r human too..but coz of some little things..u cry..i dunno..i had enuff..during exams..u call me..n wanted to chat..i reali nid to study..me not like u..u dun have strict parents! i have!! u can dun study..dun get good results..but i cant..u understand anot??it's juz that..i find u quite irritatin??i dunno..dun tink irritatin is the rite word..i wan to help u oso..but i juz hope u understand...i reali have strict parents..i got scolded coz of u..do u noe that???i gott scolded!!and i nearly quarelled wif dem!!coz of u!!right now..im beri happi wif myself now..the state im in..im beri happi..w/o a stead i still can live..y cant u??if she wanna break wif u..den fine..show her u can live w/o her..she cant live w/o guys...n fer u..u cant live w/o gurlx..wat is tis man??wat logic??im reali sorri if i might sound harsh..but it's juz like i reali have to sae..u cried...u actually cried..which from young tilll now..i reali dislike seein guys cry..my bro..he nv cried b4..except when he baby..coz he said before..he's a guy..he will b strong..no matter wat happen..he will solve the problems calmly...haix..sometimes i dun even noe whether wat u told me is true..i dun even noe whether to trust u..coz is like..in sch..u n her seem sho fine..nothin happen..i wonder whether ur had reali quarelled..everythin change over a night..haix..i hope u reali understand lo..we r still mei n gor..n will alwae b mei n gor..but i juz wanna tell u..some problems even if u tell someone..that someone cannot b much help to u..sorri.. *sigh* haix.. =(
