May 21, 2004
hais.. im facin alot of problems now..exam results r out..n i did badly..mum disppointed in me..got scolded by her coz of him..friendship problems came in oso..sho much problems..tmr got guides some more..hais..wat the hell man..i juz wan peace..peace..i reali hope things will work out..fer me frenx..i reali dun wan anythin to happen..hais..guess it will b hard..dere is juz some misunderstandin i guess..hope so bah..as fer me results..i guess i reali had to go reflect..hais.. mebbie i reali didnt put in effort..or mebbie is coz i dint pay attention in class..instead im sittin dere vandalizin tables..n daydreamin..hais..sho regretful..but wat;s done cannot b undone..right..haix..got to face reality..now everything goin against me..dun tink i can take it..hais..dunno wat will b the next problem..hopw it's not abt guides..haix..tink i reali have to go sit down n tink..tink thru all the past events that have happen..haix..reali hope i can do well fer my streamin tis yr..haix..btw..to my frenx..thx alot..to dunno who have scold him fer me on the tagboard..thx..reali thx..n to huiwen n jacyln too..thx fer bein dere when me reali down..reali got sho much problems..when i got family problems..when me reali sho damm sad..thx alot..i didnt noe i have such good frenx..thx alot..guess me now okie le bah..juz still abit angry of him..juz reali hope..he can stop callin me..n juz b wif his stead..n dun tell me anyhin abt dem..i had alreadi enuff problems to handle..still got my mei problems..still got some of my gors problems..haix..hope all this things will b over soon..reali hope so..
*to all my frenx out dere..thx..reali thx alot..thx alot fer brin dere fer me when me felt like dyin..n everythin..thx alot..=p me fine now le..dun worri abt me..*
